UPDATE FROM MICHE 1:57pm EST
Surgery proceeding smoothly. No updates for another hour or two.
UPDATE FROM MICHE 12:15PM EST
Just heard that Steve is now under and prepped successfully. They are ready to begin surgery. No more news for at least an hour and a half.
24 June 2010 11:30 am
Steve is now in the OR and they are prepping him for surgery. We do not expect to have any news for at least an hour and a half.
Steve was beautifully present this morning, cracking jokes and making us laugh, sitting up with the physical therapists and with slightly less pain than he had had previously. I had prayed that he would have comfort in the night. Turns out that in his delirium he thoughts I was in the room and not talking to him because we both didn’t want me to get kicked out! He also had an excellent visit with the speech therapist who thinks that if all goes well with the surgery, they may have him eating without a feeding tube tomorrow. Much to celebrate.
These are the harrowing hours. However, Steve has already shown his capacity to come through surgery. The same neurosurgeon is operating on him, and the anesthesiologist will be following the same general course they followed during the last surgery. Steve needed me to be positive for him, so until there is any reason to be otherwise, I am fully expecting to see my love in four to six hours with no neck brace on and doing well! They allowed me to be with him in pre-op, again an uncommon gift. He thanked the neurosurgeon so profoundly that I think I saw his eyes get wet!
I am praying for a tangible joyful presence to be in the room with Steve, and for a raving success. A major prayer request is that they are able to extubate him again immediately after surgery. That is the goal, and it will prevent more of what we experienced before: great discomfort, risk of damage to his vocal cords, and prolonged sedation.
I am filled with love and gratitude for my amazing man!
Michelle